I'm feeling a bit run down lately. I've been tired all weekend and I know I should be treading on the mill right now instead of writing this, but I just ca't get my gumption. I think it's getting close to time for Aunt Flo to visit (bet you really wanted to know that dintcha?) and I feel totally drained. So instead of walking while DS takes a nap I'm sitting here reading about pugs and how to express their anal glands.
We've been letting our pug, Harry Pugger, out of his crate for the last two days and he hasn't had any accidents. (that we've found hee hee) We let him back in the bed with us last night, too. DS is the only creature human or otherwise in this house who sleeps by himself. by the time the alarm rang this AM we had Harry, all three cats, and DD in one bed with DH and I. Crowded but warm. I have 2 piano lessons coming this evening, and I have to tell the first mom that I lost the check she wrote me last week, and I'm not feeling too skippy about that. I had four students from one family last week, and I felt SOOOO awkard! all of them sitting around watching, whispering, then the dad being there, etc..it was unnerving. I felt like all but one of the kids thought I was a crackpot, but they are SOOOOOO talented! I mean really! I enjoyed teaching them even though it was like pulling teeth to get them to speak. This week I am going to go to their house. it will make things easier for everyone.
So I guess all in all I'm just feeling down. I have been contemplting a crash diet..nothing but boiled eggs and grapefruit or something like that, but I ultimaltely know that will not work. I might lose quicker but it will not be the lifestlye change I truly need.
Anyway, keep on trucking all.
Weight and BFP: still the same UGH!