I have time to write, but I just don't feel like it. there are so many sad, bad mad things going through my head and I don't know where to put them. I can't say them. I need a counselor but I have no health insurance. There is something wrong with me and I can't fix it. There is no one who can help. I do things thinking I'll feel better and I never do.
I hope you've enjoyed my journey to the dark place.
love
aly-oops